I don't know what I was thinking about Tarra. She's the most wonderful person I've ever met next to Milton and she's equally deserving of him if not more. Milton deserves only the best and I'm afraid I can't provide it for him all alone. My mind was stuck in the mire of Terran monogamy when even on Terra there was a grand tradition of harem keeping. If any male is deserving of many females it is clearly Milton and so should my blood sister choose to I will share this male with her. I hope she will choose to stay as my second should Milton finally take me as mate and if he does not I hope he will take her alone for his prowess as a warrior combined with her honour and strength as a hunter will serve them both well. I love you both.

On our way to rendezvous with Lee our motorcycle had a difficulty and Milton masterfully handled the situation even though he hurt himself in the process of protecting me. The whole hypospray of anti-anxiety drugs blasted him in the leg and he passed out. Goddess I thought I was going to lose him. His heart stopped three times and each time I resuscitated him but I couldn't keep that up forever. T'kee carried him aloft to find the van while Brundle and I commandeered, after some initial difficulty where the vehicle ran away by itself, the remaining motorcycles.

Brave Tarra was pushing the van to it's outer limits to get to us in all haste, so much so that we almost collided head to head. I got cactus quills all over when we crashed the motorcycle but no matter, I have to save my love.

Tarra was immense help in caring for Milton and I feel I should have a discussion with her as to what her comfort zone is with regard to sharing a male, or if she even wishes to pursue this male with me, and how we should go about it.

But for now I will care for this beautiful male with the bravest heart in the galaxy because he deserves no less.

But I swear that if Commander t'Resan doesn't start taking our situation seriously I will remove her from command and get the job done myself. We must retrieve Captain Lee immediately and get Milton to sickbay for observation.

Hang in there my love, we'll take care of you forever.